Verses 1.28–1.47
The bow falls Facing his own family, Arjuna's body fails him and his reasoning spirals: kinship, sin, tradition, ruin. He sits down, lets the Gandiva fall to the ground, and weeps. Krishna has not spoken yet.
1.28 कृपया परयाऽऽविष्टो विषीदन्निदमब्रवीत्। Arjuna said दृष्ट्वेमं स्वजनं कृष्ण युयुत्सुं समुपस्थितम् ॥
kṛpayā parayā''viṣṭo viṣīdannidamabravīt dṛṣṭvemaṃ svajanaṃ kṛṣṇa yuyutsuṃ samupasthitam
was overcome by deep compassion and spoke in sorrow. Arjuna said: Krishna, seeing my own people eager to fight,
1.29 सीदन्ति मम गात्राणि मुखं च परिशुष्यति। वेपथुश्च शरीरे मे रोमहर्षश्च जायते ॥
sīdanti mama gātrāṇi mukhaṃ ca pariśuṣyati vepathuśca śarīre me romaharṣaśca jāyate
my limbs give way, my mouth goes dry, my body trembles and my hair stands on end.
1.30 गाण्डीवं स्रंसते हस्तात्त्वक्चैव परिदह्यते। न च शक्नोम्यवस्थातुं भ्रमतीव च मे मनः ॥
gāṇḍīvaṃ sraṃsate hastāttvakcaiva paridahyate na ca śaknomyavasthātuṃ bhramatīva ca me manaḥ
The Gandiva slips from my hand and my skin is burning. I cannot stand steady; my mind is reeling.
1.31 निमित्तानि च पश्यामि विपरीतानि केशव। न च श्रेयोऽनुपश्यामि हत्वा स्वजनमाहवे ॥
nimittāni ca paśyāmi viparītāni keśava na ca śreyo'nupaśyāmi hatvā svajanamāhave
I see evil omens, Keshava, and I see no good in killing my own kin in battle.
1.32 न काङ्क्षे विजयं कृष्ण न च राज्यं सुखानि च। किं नो राज्येन गोविन्द किं भोगैर्जीवितेन वा ॥
na kāṅkṣe vijayaṃ kṛṣṇa na ca rājyaṃ sukhāni ca kiṃ no rājyena govinda kiṃ bhogairjīvitena vā
I do not want victory, Krishna, nor a kingdom, nor pleasures. What use is a kingdom to us, Govinda, or pleasure, or even life itself?
1.33 येषामर्थे काङ्क्षितं नो राज्यं भोगाः सुखानि च। त इमेऽवस्थिता युद्धे प्राणांस्त्यक्त्वा धनानि च ॥
yeṣāmarthe kāṅkṣitaṃ no rājyaṃ bhogāḥ sukhāni ca ta ime'vasthitā yuddhe prāṇāṃstyaktvā dhanāni ca
Those for whose sake we want a kingdom, enjoyment and pleasure stand here in battle, ready to give up their lives and their wealth:
1.34 आचार्याः पितरः पुत्रास्तथैव च पितामहाः। मातुलाः श्चशुराः पौत्राः श्यालाः सम्बन्धिनस्तथा ॥
ācāryāḥ pitaraḥ putrāstathaiva ca pitāmahāḥ mātulāḥ ścaśurāḥ pautrāḥ śyālāḥ sambandhinastathā
teachers, fathers, sons and grandfathers, uncles, fathers-in-law, grandsons, brothers-in-law and other kinsmen.
1.35 एतान्न हन्तुमिच्छामि घ्नतोऽपि मधुसूदन। अपि त्रैलोक्यराज्यस्य हेतोः किं नु महीकृते ॥
etānna hantumicchāmi ghnato'pi madhusūdana api trailokyarājyasya hetoḥ kiṃ nu mahīkṛte
I do not want to kill them, Madhusudana, even if they kill me; not for rule over the three worlds, let alone for this earth.
1.36 निहत्य धार्तराष्ट्रान्नः का प्रीतिः स्याज्जनार्दन। पापमेवाश्रयेदस्मान्हत्वैतानाततायिनः ॥
nihatya dhārtarāṣṭrānnaḥ kā prītiḥ syājjanārdana pāpamevāśrayedasmānhatvaitānātatāyinaḥ
What joy could we have from killing the sons of Dhritarashtra, Janardana? Only sin would come to us from slaying these aggressors.
1.37 तस्मान्नार्हा वयं हन्तुं धार्तराष्ट्रान्स्वबान्धवान्। स्वजनं हि कथं हत्वा सुखिनः स्याम माधव ॥
tasmānnārhā vayaṃ hantuṃ dhārtarāṣṭrānsvabāndhavān svajanaṃ hi kathaṃ hatvā sukhinaḥ syāma mādhava
So it is not right for us to kill the sons of Dhritarashtra, our own kinsmen. How could we be happy, Madhava, after killing our own people?
1.38 यद्यप्येते न पश्यन्ति लोभोपहतचेतसः। कुलक्षयकृतं दोषं मित्रद्रोहे च पातकम् ॥
yadyapyete na paśyanti lobhopahatacetasaḥ kulakṣayakṛtaṃ doṣaṃ mitradrohe ca pātakam
Even if they, their minds overcome by greed, see no wrong in destroying a family or in betraying friends,
1.39 कथं न ज्ञेयमस्माभिः पापादस्मान्निवर्तितुम्। कुलक्षयकृतं दोषं प्रपश्यद्भिर्जनार्दन ॥
kathaṃ na jñeyamasmābhiḥ pāpādasmānnivartitum kulakṣayakṛtaṃ doṣaṃ prapaśyadbhirjanārdana
why should we, who see clearly the evil of destroying a family, not learn to turn away from this sin, Janardana?
1.40 कुलक्षये प्रणश्यन्ति कुलधर्माः सनातनाः। धर्मे नष्टे कुलं कृत्स्नमधर्मोऽभिभवत्युत ॥
kulakṣaye praṇaśyanti kuladharmāḥ sanātanāḥ dharme naṣṭe kulaṃ kṛtsnamadharmo'bhibhavatyuta
When a family is destroyed, its timeless traditions perish; and when tradition perishes, disorder overtakes the whole family.
1.41 अधर्माभिभवात्कृष्ण प्रदुष्यन्ति कुलस्त्रियः। स्त्रीषु दुष्टासु वार्ष्णेय जायते वर्णसङ्करः ॥
adharmābhibhavātkṛṣṇa praduṣyanti kulastriyaḥ strīṣu duṣṭāsu vārṣṇeya jāyate varṇasaṅkaraḥ
When disorder prevails, Krishna, the women of the family are led astray, and from that comes the mixing of social orders.
1.42 सङ्करो नरकायैव कुलघ्नानां कुलस्य च। पतन्ति पितरो ह्येषां लुप्तपिण्डोदकक्रियाः ॥
saṅkaro narakāyaiva kulaghnānāṃ kulasya ca patanti pitaro hyeṣāṃ luptapiṇḍodakakriyāḥ
That confusion drags the family and its destroyers down to hell, and their ancestors fall too, deprived of the offerings of food and water.
1.43 दोषैरेतैः कुलघ्नानां वर्णसङ्करकारकैः। उत्साद्यन्ते जातिधर्माः कुलधर्माश्च शाश्वताः ॥
doṣairetaiḥ kulaghnānāṃ varṇasaṅkarakārakaiḥ utsādyante jātidharmāḥ kuladharmāśca śāśvatāḥ
Through these wrongs of those who destroy families and cause the mixing of orders, the age-old duties of community and family are lost.
1.44 उत्सन्नकुलधर्माणां मनुष्याणां जनार्दन। नरकेऽनियतं वासो भवतीत्यनुशुश्रुम ॥
utsannakuladharmāṇāṃ manuṣyāṇāṃ janārdana narake'niyataṃ vāso bhavatītyanuśuśruma
We have heard, Janardana, that people whose family traditions are destroyed live in hell for a long time.
1.45 अहो बत महत्पापं कर्तुं व्यवसिता वयम्। यद्राज्यसुखलोभेन हन्तुं स्वजनमुद्यताः ॥
aho bata mahatpāpaṃ kartuṃ vyavasitā vayam yadrājyasukhalobhena hantuṃ svajanamudyatāḥ
Alas, how strange that we are set on committing a great sin, ready to kill our own kin out of greed for the pleasures of a kingdom.
1.46 यदि मामप्रतीकारमशस्त्रं शस्त्रपाणयः। धार्तराष्ट्रा रणे हन्युस्तन्मे क्षेमतरं भवेत् ॥
yadi māmapratīkāramaśastraṃ śastrapāṇayaḥ dhārtarāṣṭrā raṇe hanyustanme kṣemataraṃ bhavet
It would be better for me if the sons of Dhritarashtra, weapons in hand, killed me in battle, unarmed and not fighting back.
1.47 Sanjaya said
एवमुक्त्वाऽर्जुनः संख्ये रथोपस्थ उपाविशत्। विसृज्य सशरं चापं शोकसंविग्नमानसः ॥
evamuktvā'rjunaḥ saṃkhye rathopastha upāviśat visṛjya saśaraṃ cāpaṃ śokasaṃvignamānasaḥ
Having spoken this on the battlefield, Arjuna put aside his bow and arrows and sank down on the seat of the chariot, his mind overwhelmed by grief.
Gyan Breakdowns often arrive dressed as good arguments. Naming the crisis is the first step; the answer begins in Chapter 2.